Though Swapan's style encouraged me to be independent,
he also watched me very carefully to make sure that I was learning
at my maximum pace. Swapan's lesson consists of an oral transmission
of the composition, which the student must memorize in manageable
segments, and then play back in its entirety. During my lesson,
he gaged the compositions and the speed in which I was to learn
these compositions at a level just beyond my ability. A few key
elements of his teaching process gave him this flexibility: difficulty
of the composition, size of the fragments, speed of moving on to
new fragments, and tempo of the composition. The lesson is demanding,
for if the student does not process a piece of the composition,
he or she may not proceed. The style of his teaching enabled me
to be able to hear a concert or recording in the language of the
fragments that Swapan uses. After hearing the music, I developed
the ability to remember certain phrases and play them when I would
practice.
Often, tabla players use certain shortcuts in
for fast phrases. Without these, the strokes are too complex to
be able to be played too fast. Swapan explains his discovery of
one of these shortcuts, a substitution of the easier "gere" bol
for the more difficult "dhere" bol:
When we were learning, we were not told to
play, "tere kite taka gere dhere dhere kite taka." And
so I was thinking at that point,
"Why, my can teacher play these things so fast. How come
I can not play that. I am practicing more than him now," and
I was young and I was playing really fast. I could not get to
that speed. I said, "Is there something else I should know?" And
then finally one day, he played, "tere kite taka gere dhere
dhere kite taka," and I said, "What is that?" Because
at that speed it is hard to tell. You feel like you are playing, "tere
kite taka dhere dhere dhere kite taka," but
it's not. "Tere kite taka gere dhere
dhere kite taka." Finally he told me, and once he told
me, it's like a toy. But the idea of those guys, the older generation,
is that, "Why shall I tell you, right from the beginning,
the shortcut?" Because they don't believe in shortcuts.
Because look, if you practice that way, "tere kite taka
dhere dhere dhere kite taka," it's solid, right? You
get a solid thing in your hand. And now, just a little technique
you change, it will be like a fire. But, if you start off, "tere
kite taka gere dhere dhere kite taka," you get stuck
with that. But nowadays, things are different. (excerpt from
tabla lesson, 12 October 1994)
This was the only shortcut I received from Swapan.
It is possible he told this story so that we would look for shortcuts.
In keeping the shortcut secret, Swapan's teacher was able to force
Swapan to develop a more difficult phrase which, when adapted with
the shortcut, increased his fluency. It is these tales which bind
a student to his or her teacher. Swapan's story teaches the student
to trust the wisdom of the teacher. The student may become frustrated,
but the teacher knows what is best for the student.
The learning process of the tabla is enigmatic.
I never knew why I was being taught a certain composition, but
I trusted my teachers. What I practiced, potentially applied to
a number of different elements of tabla playing. For example, a
certain composition may highlight a certain stoke that I was having
trouble with, give me ideas and phrases for accompaniment ornamentation,
or provide for another abstract method of creating variations.
All of these elements are achievable by practicing one composition
for the entire week. As Norman Skiba describes:
In the process of learning, redundancy is a
key factor. Playing the same idea over and over again is the
basis of practice or riyaz At this stage, mimesis is a important
aspect. The student must begin by imitating the teacher. This
learning and practice not only takes place on a physical level
- the proper articulation of the bols; but also on a cerebral
level - the theoretical understanding of the processes of the
various forms. (Skiba 1993:103)
Thus, the relationship between the tabla student
and the tabla teacher is intimate. The amount of trust and dedication
to the student's teacher affects his or her musicianship. The Ali
Akbar College was filled with student versions of their teachers
to the extreme of dressing the same, smoking Dunhills (Khansahib's
brand), and adopting certain mannerisms. This aspect of the student
community reflects how the teachers are examples of Indian music,
not limited musically. Beyond the authority of the teacher, the
student must also value the compositions given by the teacher.
The value of the compositions that I learned first-hand from Swapan
and Zakir is much greater than compositions that friends gave me
or ones I learned from recordings. The compositions that I learned
first-hand are still incomplete. I feel that I will never be able
to play them perfectly. Likewise, many students said that even
one of Swapan's compositions was enough for years worth of practice.
As Lewis explains:
Truth is revealed, not achieved. It is manifested
by authoritative teachings and carried forward by a tradition
of literary scholarship. Knowledge of it is always imperfect.
Within such a framework of belief, the literature of music has
taken on a prescriptive tone, and musical doctrines require no
other justification than their prior existence in an authoritative
treatise (Lewis 1992:6).
Swapan's teaching style reflected this belief.
His lessons consisted of old compositions from his teacher and
from previous teachers. Lineages of the gharana attest
to the legitimacy of compositions. Devotion to a teacher is very
important in the serious study of Indian music. The intensity to
which students follow music at the Ali Akbar College, among Zakir's
students, and among Chitresh Das's students encouraged me to practice
from six to ten hours daily. Such devotion to music gave me a source
of discipline that I had never before found. These practices are
not limited to the Bay Area. The religious devotion that students
give music goes back to religious terms in India. "Devotion
to one's guru and to the ideal of music that the guru represents
takes first and foremost the form of regular and disciplined practice,
and it is striking that it is again a religious term, sadhana,
that is used to refer to such practice" (Wulff 1983:152).
The pure form of the music is never attainable, but an intense
pursuit of the music will bring the student closer to that ideal.
The teacher's role is to be able to present an intelligible representation
of that ideal.
STUDYING WITH TWO TEACHERS
My studies with Zakir Hussain were markedly different
than those of Swapan Chaudhuri. I could not easily talk about these
differences, as studying with two teachers, especially of different gharanas,
is frowned upon. One tabla player visiting the college told me
that a student must remain in one gharana for ten years
before experimenting with others. Otherwise, the student will become
confused. Not heeding his advice, I began clandestinely going to
Zakir's lessons in Berkeley on Monday and Tuesday nights. James
Kippen describes his own experience with studying other gharahas:
For a musician to visit another group or to
attend his concert would be viewed with considerable suspicion.
I have myself had some experience of this. Before the nature
of my research was fully understood by Afaq Hussain and other
Lucknow tabla gharana members, I found myself under suspicion
for having visited and interviewed a tabla player of another
gharana. Their attitude was, "What are you doing? He's not
one of us!" (Kippen 1988:48)
I knew that I risked falling out of favor with
Swapan if he discovered where I spent Monday and Tuesday evenings.
Therefore, I was careful to observe the differences in strokes
and compositional structures so that Swapan would not pick up clues
from my tabla playing. The fear of being discovered made me keen
to the differences of playing and teaching methods.